Pregnant…again

So there is no “RULE” for how long after you deliver to try again! However, most Providers and research provides suggestive implications of the recommendation for waiting at least 18 months. Well, for me, I was pregnant within the first 6 months! It was as if everyone around me knew but me and Queens what was even more bizarre- I was on birth control and still to some level [no judgement] breastfeeding.

Unfortunately, my pregnancy at 11 weeks ended in miscarriage. AGAIN. I take a sigh here, followed by millions of deep breaths and a stream of tears that provide enough tide to white water raft! “This could not be happening to me- my word, I had just had a healthy pregnancy!”

Although I have experienced this tragedy numerous of times before, it was as if this time was “so very” different, I couldn’t grasp hold to air. The upset to my uterus, heart -hell the depths of my soul were not reprehensible.

From the ER, to the DR office follow-up visits, to the weekly lab blood draws - ah “soOo over it”!

Queen stay encouraged-no two journeys are the same BUT care and concern, well it is simply humanity!